Dear Shooting Star,
A relationship becomes daunting when I felt disregarded. All I need is some acknowledgement and hear that you know my presence. A little sms won't hurt or pinch a bit right. Make a girl feel that you need her. Or is it that you don't actually.
A person who is having a fair share of everything is never going to please anyone. It will make sense to do something that makes you, yourself happy.
The young mind is always so complicated. I hate the nights when whatever I call babbles to something argumentative while you laugh and smile to try to wean things down.
I will never know what is right or to do the thing right.
Time tells.
I always felt that there is always a panel of glass from me to the world that I have. I am living in a center of insecurities and broken promises.
Your actions act as a mirror and it reflects on how I can treat to you.
Make me Acknowleged without a contract but with the desire to do so.
Relieve me of all my sensitivities and numb my sadness and jealousy.
Thursday, October 6, 2011
Tuesday, August 30, 2011
Im an emo kid
Dear Shooting Star,
I started to find things as very boring! And I also start to be so negative that the worst is I unintentionally throw my emotions on the guy I love. ): I felt really sorry. And the words I said could probably hurt him over and over.
At other times, I think I have been once again neglecting other people around. I felt sorry too. Catching up on people can probably be a very tedious thing, trying to smile and be nice and yet, I was just feeling moody to be meeting people.
And I felt like going out, yet, I was just too lonely, no one to call me out.
I felt so empty empty empty!
Love,
kt
Give me a little more faith
Give me the power to trust
I started to find things as very boring! And I also start to be so negative that the worst is I unintentionally throw my emotions on the guy I love. ): I felt really sorry. And the words I said could probably hurt him over and over.
At other times, I think I have been once again neglecting other people around. I felt sorry too. Catching up on people can probably be a very tedious thing, trying to smile and be nice and yet, I was just feeling moody to be meeting people.
And I felt like going out, yet, I was just too lonely, no one to call me out.
I felt so empty empty empty!
Love,
kt
Give me a little more faith
Give me the power to trust
Monday, March 14, 2011
stupefied
Dear Shooting Star!
It's been so long. The most astounding stupefied I ever watched on news, somehow, it does seems like an extract from the '2012' movie. I felt like crying when I see places torn and shattered, broken homes and homeless people.. Damn, lucky and gratified that I am living in this 'baby-cot' little red dot.
I was also feeling elated that I finally had a relatively productive school day, when all the lecturers that I had was passionate in teaching and 'surpassing' their very knowledge to us. Finally, the GEK module made me understand what is happening there. Previously, I was utterly stupefied by the accent. I thought I would have the best of all worlds, First, China, Second, Japan and Third, India?! Fortunately, the last saved the module and indeed the lecturer did worth his award for the "Faculty's best teaching award". Somehow, the teachers/lecturers did play a relatively major role in inculcating the 'passion of learning'! Years by, I've met stern but darn good teachers, especially from my Secondary school. And those who are not so good, which makes me feel bad.
I don't know what kind of weekend I had, but I was relatively feeling uninformed, pushed and this makes me feel vexed. Not doing any finger pointing and I really hate to be a middleman. SUCKs.
It's been so long. The most astounding stupefied I ever watched on news, somehow, it does seems like an extract from the '2012' movie. I felt like crying when I see places torn and shattered, broken homes and homeless people.. Damn, lucky and gratified that I am living in this 'baby-cot' little red dot.
I was also feeling elated that I finally had a relatively productive school day, when all the lecturers that I had was passionate in teaching and 'surpassing' their very knowledge to us. Finally, the GEK module made me understand what is happening there. Previously, I was utterly stupefied by the accent. I thought I would have the best of all worlds, First, China, Second, Japan and Third, India?! Fortunately, the last saved the module and indeed the lecturer did worth his award for the "Faculty's best teaching award". Somehow, the teachers/lecturers did play a relatively major role in inculcating the 'passion of learning'! Years by, I've met stern but darn good teachers, especially from my Secondary school. And those who are not so good, which makes me feel bad.
I don't know what kind of weekend I had, but I was relatively feeling uninformed, pushed and this makes me feel vexed. Not doing any finger pointing and I really hate to be a middleman. SUCKs.
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