Dedicating this for you! Life after results still goes on as usual and seriously, I am not disappointed. Results are not everything.
Yet, on this note, I am really appreciative and thankful of all those people who gave me so much support around. Especially my family members, I love you all.
My rant of the week. The music school minder is such a Krusty Crab's Mr Crab. $$ faced. D:
Watched Alice in the wonderland with you! <3 The graphics are good but fantasy aren't our genre. The most marked phrase in the movie is "crazy people are smart" (unsure if it's the accurate phrase). The better meaning will be that it is important that if one loves something, pursue it. Results proven that the more passion I have the better it is.
Sometimes, I really hope that I won't have to think so far or too much. As what I've read in the Buddhist book, 放下自我，活在当下. This meant that it's really pointless to being attached and cling to the past since one might be frightened to move forward. On the other hand, thinking too much further is empty and devoid of purpose since life is after all unpredictable.
Ironically, this might seem that this way of life will be without direction. Yet, thinking on the other perspective, this would mean that enjoying the present and relishing the moments are definitely worth the experience for. Who cares of the mistakes when learning becomes faster with it. And failure and flaws makes Man humble. While this is definitely not the direct translation of the Buddhist philosophy, this phrase did really make me reflect of the purpose of life that I should be in.
I really want to desensitize my sensitiveness. Ignore the utterances of passing cloud and have faith.
On the same note, I'm glad that I'm love the stage of life I'm in. Despite the prevalent pre-adulthood worries and frustrations, I simply relish the not so young or not so old age. It's a privilege in fact. For instance, in work, I can simply (for course not too often) commit mistakes since it is my maiden experience. Otherwise, I can act like an adult when being with some sec kids around and hover my authority. Muahahaha. Nevertheless, the transition of phase in life should at least change one's perception in forms so that one will be less obstinate of their ideas and hence loosen the absolute concept of things or people in their life.
So, for those haughty freaks, wake up!
Mr Snowball, I hope you can have better insulation to stand the cold cos I love cold than hot. And please don't hypnotize yourself so much that you have shrouded all the reminders and things that are ought to do! (: While you can worry that you take lady luck for granted, I hope that she will keep smiling on you!
Good night and sweet dreams.
Love,
Heal
