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Had my 1st 10k run and albeit being relatively slow, the achievement is that I didn't walk! (: Still, it is slight a shame that tth is walking and pacing me, while I was running. So ya, so much a being slow. So yay, a little contentment aside for finishing one distance!
My school is now overwhelmed with many graded projects, so much that this week that I don't even know what to start first. Sometimes, I wonder if the effort done will eventually go down the drain *cross fingers. Really kudos to seniors who are handling like 7 projects in one go and can also handle with co-curricular activities. 
A busy note aside, I'm glad that tth's here! A slight detractor to my school work and my placebo. And <3 his surprises. (:
here some sweet little pixs to brighten my day! :D

The black heart made outfield!

Jigsaw puzzle (: that I did not kill steal

And a cute toddler rubber shoes found! omg!

Love,

Heal

This week will eventually pass

woowweee

Gosh, my favourite fruit is guava! I love guava and yea, my number 1 fruit!


Yup, school is busy relatively, loads of project and bad is that I'm pretty headless. Hopefully the Chinese proverb- 船到桥头自然直 works on these!


I'm feeling slightly sad that friends are leaving overseas now and then, but perhaps it's the matter of perspective.. Still I think I seriously am so detached from friends, my innate laziness to catch up- and excuse me. D: I mean, I don't mean to be that. I will change!


And I think a pretty cool quote by wl: I was living but now I'm existing. 
Sounds the emo quote, but perhaps I think it is natural that we can be constantly switching our perspective in life. Sometimes I feel down and all grumpy and like totally depressed, but sometimes up and happy. How I wish that I can retain that positive attitude and the slight confidence to bring me through tide.


Anyways. The Vietnamese words seems to keep circulating in my brain and like which tone will be used for which word and the nitty dots and curves. Manss.


And I'm silently counting down to his arrival! 

the mind

It has been such a long time since I've never blog..
What I want to say is that I will just keep trying and keep trying, no matter how much I wept over it (yea, like an idiot), I will try till I get it. Perhaps, this is myself, having poor reaction and judgement. Laugh at me, laugh over it, whatever not, I'll be strong!


I really hate myself for taking such a long time to heal after some bad incident. I worry that I will whirl myself into the deep hole of depression again, and that hurts, seriously.


I hate failures but somehow this has been that trait with me. Yes, it will be a bother to face it, my fate maybe, and I need try to deal with it- happily. I must tell myself, the journey will be hard but eventually it will come to an end.


I will grow and live strong. Keep running on. (: You go girl!