Saturday, November 6, 2010

Utterances

Will there be a time that I'll eventually shut myself up to the world of my own, sunk with heaps of deemed inane academic information. The hermit crab exuding in me isn't helping me to ease my solitude. Nobody is at home only me on this scorching hot Saturday afternoon. In fact, I miss everyone. Ironically, the crowd push me the urge to study but distract me from doing so. Yet, the loneliness cause me to drift my thoughts away from the schoolwork. Sometimes, I wonder the purpose of my life, the choice I had no choice and the many times being led by someone willingly reluctantly? I find myself losing myself perhaps but perhaps not, I don't know. I'm tired? As always. Is my life mundane? Yes, but I don't think so. And why does time flies so quickly, learning a chapter spans the whole day. Why. Why. I think I'm weird- things happen fast end fast. Drinking coffee gives me highs and caffeine boosts my inner concentration, but too much cause headaches and adrenaline rush. Okay, talk to me, but stop- did I distance myself from you? Sorry then, I'm lazy but friendly actually. Phobia, I have alot. Math and anything of calculations. But I have to love it, everything involves it and statistic is significantttt.

Mình đang học tiếng Việt vì thứ ba mình có test. (: Mình vui biểt được lọai tiếng nào.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

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Hello there.
Yes, I worry too much! As I always think forward, I anticipate the bad things to happen, or the consequence. I want time to stop so that I can spend more time and time that will soon be lost and evaporated. I don't want to look forward as very soon, I might miss someone. I better stop being too attached!
Uni life is such a loner, I will move alone here and there. Sometimes, I like the solitude but sometimes yearn for a fixed clique that I used to.
ALONEEE.-.-
Lone at night: Almost daily I will see Mr Yucky a.k.a. xiao qiang, the COCKROACH. I used to happily but of course, guilty of the killings :P- spray his family with the insecticide. Yet, now I give up. As it is omnipresent, since it comes out at night- I shall hold a neutral stance. Annihilation might be a necessary evil if his family is caught/seen live foraging my kitchen's stuff and any of my food. D: Yup, I hope his family will soon move and not come to my house. And never ever fly. If not I will scream like nuts.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

101010

Had my 1st 10k run and albeit being relatively slow, the achievement is that I didn't walk! (: Still, it is slight a shame that tth is walking and pacing me, while I was running. So ya, so much a being slow. So yay, a little contentment aside for finishing one distance!
My school is now overwhelmed with many graded projects, so much that this week that I don't even know what to start first. Sometimes, I wonder if the effort done will eventually go down the drain *cross fingers. Really kudos to seniors who are handling like 7 projects in one go and can also handle with co-curricular activities. 
A busy note aside, I'm glad that tth's here! A slight detractor to my school work and my placebo. And <3 his surprises. (:
here some sweet little pixs to brighten my day! :D


The black heart made outfield!

Jigsaw puzzle (: that I did not kill steal

And a cute toddler rubber shoes found! omg!
Love,
Heal
This week will eventually pass