Thursday, January 21, 2010

Cyclic existence

I wonder how long this idyllic lifestyle or rather, mentality can last.


I did feel like a carefree tai tai, when I'm yet tied down to anything. Did some reading of books in the library and went grocery shopping with mummy and daddy, to prepare for the steamboat. Anticipating for that day!


On a sad note, when the mountain tortoise crawled out of his homey shell, he realized the world out is not all sweet. And damn, while he just wants a serene and happy walk, he has to cross fingers to hope that no anonymous and strangers to piss him off.


After a day out, the home's best. 
Love, 
Heal

this is so true!!!







Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Another phase of life 2

Dear Shooting Star,


Mood: PISSED
Meeting unscrupulous people, these insignificant passing clouds can really be a pain in a neck. I'm not making a storm out of a teacup, but sometimes, their inconsiderate behavior is so nauseating. Does it matters if I didn't realize that I'm supposed to "thoughtfully" move my butt to the next empty seat so that your can fulfil your desire to sit together with your bf? 


Pathetic soul she is when she is angry over a mere misunderstanding and her failure to ASK politely for me to move. How am I supposed to know that you two really really want to sit together? When you two are healthy emo teens and your alight is just about 5 stops from the place you were.


True enough, the disability to break the realization that phenomena are devoid of inherent existence causes her to be angry over such small matters. The seat is not forever yours. Like a wild beast who deems that place as its marked territory.


On a happy note, I could be employed! ><


Went to the agency to deal with some administrative matters and my, the female employees there are like dressing to go for clubbing! Short skirts, high heels and 'effortless' hairdo = unkempt oba-san hairstyle. While sauntering around, they are comparing their outfits. -.-*3


I shall be mastering the act of not smiling and glaring, for the right reasons. Just to fend off some anal freaks.


Love,
Heal

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Another phase of life

Dear Shooting Star,


This shall be the second time experience of interview. At least, I went there prepared, knowing what else to speak of myself. All thanks to a guide book,otherwise I might be really stupefied by their questions. 


Really queasy with using excel and damn it, I didn't learn it well during my school days. Going to the  office is really a journey, albeit locating pretty near to where I live. Saw bunch of uni students waiting for the public bus to campus and was pretty revolted by the long wait they have to put up, as buses are so loaded and crammed. How I wish that I have a car next time. 


Fat hope.


Saw people hovering with their iphones and probably playing with the applications. Seems like owing an iphone isn't such a big deal anymore, when everyone can easily get one.


Great, tomorrow's another day of practice on the road. I wonder how long can I be able to maneuverer the vehicle all by myself? I'm starting to get tired of the incessant callings and comments by the instructor. The hour long of practice did seems like hourssss when I had to concentrate driving on the road. Singapore roads have damn lot of ongoing construction and the sickening taxis that forever refuses to signal their directions make it challenging for an amateur like me, to drive. 


Blame it on my slow reflexes. HAHA. 


Yea, I shall slack the day off fruitfully today. :D
Love,
Heal